(everything)

I am not made for here.

If you hear a song that makes you cry and you don’t want to cry anymore, you don’t listen to that song anymore.
But you can’t get away from yourself. You can’t decide not to see yourself anymore. You can’t decide to turn off the noise in your head.

—Hannah Baker, Thirteen Reasons Why by Jay Asher (via reads-alot)

(via atramentum)

Only those who will risk going too far can possibly find out how far one can go.

—T.S Eliot

(Source: floatingonatidalwave)

Finally on my way to yes
I bump into
all the places
where I said no
to my life
all the untended wounds
the red and purple scars
those hieroglyphs of pain
carved into my skin, my bones,
those coded messages
that send me down
the wrong street
again and again
where I find them
the old wounds
the old misdirections
and I lift them
one by one
close to my heart
and I say holy
holy.

Pesha Gertler